You’re gonna get a lot of people telling you to think about your life, anon. Your choices. Wondering why you didn’t graduate high school and why you have to pump your own gas in Pennsylvania. The smell is horrible. And somehow sensual. Only a few people should be subjected to that smell. The smell of gasoline. I’m one of the people who enjoys it but I’m also quite sensitive to noxious odors.
One time I was spray painting in a poorly ventilated room and Daniel asked me if I wanted to drink and passed me a water bottle of vodka. Of course, this is about all I remember save for crawling on the floor through red paint which I mistook for my blood. I woke up in my own bed with electronic nodes on my ribs and my father telling me how I took off my bra in the hospital and shouted “I don’t want to be sick in my underwear!”
Anon, my point is your life is a path of discovery and if you have no real talents and are insecure about yourself and your personality because you have a feeling that other people are aware of the fact that you don’t possess any talents, than you should modify your body in some way so that when you meet people you will be interesting at least aesthetically.
Hope that helps.